Really Rich Italian Satanists

The past seems to come back and when it does I am the gateway to some of the more interesting interactions I’ve had in awhile.  After the Cole thing I needed someone to call and vent to. I ended up calling Kevin* and he invited me over to vent. Well I vented a lot and after a very heartfelt vent him and I ended up in bed together. The sex with Kevin is great honestly, very interactive and full of making out. Since then we have been talking again, we are leaving it up in the air but we are both in agreement that we keep ending up in a situation where we are sleeping with each other and will explore the options that can go with that. Each time him and I have broken up it hasn’t been a big drama filled thing, it was more just a fall apart failure to launch type thing.

Side note: I have ceased using tags in my blog. Honestly I am not sure the point behind them in this instance since I am not providing any information that people would necessarily want to search out. (Except for maybe the Steve Elegant tags). Either way no more tags for you.

As of this week a back and forth myspace email conversation has taken place between me and Mike (for those of you who don’t know Mike is the current boyfriend of my deaf hobbit ex Mark) the conversation has been vague and the reasoning to why he would speak to me after the bad blood between me and Mark (and even the slightly awkward blood between me and Mike himself) is beyond my scope of influence. It is perhaps a random thing or perhaps I have come along at an interesting time. He keeps mentioning change and “Great Leap Forward”, perhaps he has come to some of the same realizations that I had so long ago in regards to both Mark and life in general. Perhaps it is a desire to clean his slate. Perhaps “It’s a Trap!” however there are very few handholds left on the road into my brain and heart (soul?) so this course of action would be very poorly planned if the Deathstar is actually operational.   Right now I watch with bemused interest as to how this scenario will unfold as I am not directly involved in the play that might or might not unfold at this point.

Regarding Work: Faggots are silly creatures especially when they get booze in them. I lose my patience with them in very short order. They are at the point where they are trying to figure out my limits on how far they can push me and the rules. They are learning though I don’t put up with much and I won’t hesitate to remove them if they push too far. Sometimes I wish life was more like TRON. If someone pushes me in real life I would love to be able to banish them into the game grid.
Finally: My only real concern is that no new connections are being formed by me and other people these days. The list of people who have entered my life in any form and remained for more than a month or two has dried up. A lot of old connections get reformed but they are predictable. Not that it’s a bad thing in some cases but in all honesty I would like to form at least 1 new connection this year. We shall see.

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